It's my life.

So, despite the large fact that I'm not really religious, I decided to give up a few things anyhow because of "lent", more so for the test of willpower. I'm thinking, cookies, popcorn, and anything over 300 cals per serving. I think that should cover most junk. I also considered giving up thinking dirty vulgar thoughts about certain boys, but like that could EVER happen. ; )

Holy gorgeous bum! , Love -Scorch.

Quotes

Here's some quotes from my FB profile that I'm taking off, but would like to remember.

"Only a masochist could love such a narcissist." -Blair Waldorf
"Following the light of the sun, we left the old world." - Christopher Columbus

"Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be; The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want." - Merideth Grey

"Write, & find ecstasy in writing! Work, & be our bed in working! Thrill with the joy of life & death! Ah! thy death shall be lovely: whososeeth it shall be glad. Thy death shall be the seal of the promise of our age long love. Come! lift up thine heart & rejoice! We are one; we are none." -The Book of the Law

"every song ends but thats no reason not to enjoy the music" - one tree hill

"If ever there is a tomorrow when we're not together there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem and smarter than you think, but the most important thing is, even if we're apart, I'll always be with you." -WINNIE THE POOH

"At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don't really expect it. Its like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And its not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you , and once in a while people may even take your breath away. "-Merideth Grey

"Metal will always be a culture of outsiders."

Ashley: "shutup you ugly lady i dont like to hear you talk" Me: "are you talking to me?"

"If you're lucky enough to be different from everybody else, don't change." - Taylor Swift

I'm not scared of what love gave me and took away.

You're a bitch. You're a big mother fucking bitch. You'll get what's coming to you. You said you were great at reading people, well maybe some people are naive, but I'm not. Maybe some people are content to breathe in and soak up your fake praises while you bash others into the ground. Well I see right through you, always have. Go fuck yourself. You said you distrust me? DITTO. Honestly never have, and the few times I have, were moments of weakness. Sup bitch.

Oh, and people really only like you because they're scared of you, good for you. :) At least I'm not afraid to say what everyone else is thinking.

And then you feel so low you can't feel nothing at all.

"Mom, it's snow. Not a fucking meteor hitting the earth!"

Good ol' brother. :)

I know why all the leaves change in the fall.

" And yet, to say the truth, reason and love keep little company together nowadays." - A Midsummer Night's Dream

I kinda just want to remember this quote, and if I don't write it down here, I'll forget for sure.

So really great weekend. My first kegger, it was lovely! I'll try and write more this week. Thank you life for being nice to me lately. I like not crying myself to sleep anymore. :) <3

Peace and love, and continued bliss, -Scorchy.

I just want to be okay, be okay, be okay.

This weekend was great.

Friday night was Jordon's. Good times with everyone and booze and jamming. Valentine's day with the ladies was the best ever. We had a hot waitor named George. Cosmos with Jordon after. Today Ashley, Jordon and I went skating. Buritto <3333. That's all I can say on that, hahahaa. Hung out with Jessika and Hillary today. Stood in Rex's garage, etc. Good times.

Sorry I'm too sleepy to elaborate on anything! So I'm going to finish up this cooler and head off to bed. Tomorrow is the new Family Day holiday, soooo I don't know what I'm going to do... But tuesday = hockey game and then skating at Joe Louis. I'm excited. :)

Peace, L O V E, and chins up. - Scorch.

Before it's too late...

So it's been a while, but I SWEAR! I can explain...

So I've been sick... basically sine Monday night. Almost a week now. So I'll recap this past week.

Tuesday, in the midst of a fever, I skipped school with Ashley, Jordon, and Sammy to go shopping and stuff. We all got our ears pierced. Good day overall, despite me being mostly miserable, (sorry guys!). All week I died at school. Friday I signed out after lunch because I was still fevery. Called off girls night on friday because I felt like poop. Saturday, I took my earrings out because my ears were swelling around them and it was gross and I didn't want to risk my ears falling off. Waste of $20. Oh, but I got accepted to the idiot program at St Clair. At least I have my backup plan for sure. Anyways, Saturday was alright. Went to Sammy's with Ashley and we all layed in her bed for a couple hours talking and coughing. And her mom is awesome by the way. Today I got up, felt loads better and started cleaning because tonight my mom comes home from Florida. I can't wait, I miss her! So much for the week of partying while she was gone, hahaha.

Anyways, I don't have anything really intelligent to say. Jordon is having a party this Friday, and us girls are all going out together on Valentine's day! YAY :D I'm super excited, I hope everyone feels good by then.

PS. I love when Buritto wears purple. <3

Peace and love, -Scorcheh.

My arms get cold, in February air.

On the contrary to popular belief, I do not need you.

Stop coughing please Laura, thank you. :)

I feel your eyes, 'cuz they undress me.

I can't stop listening to this song. "Body Language" by Heidi Montag. It reminds me of good ol' Shane Dawson of course.

So the weekend is over, and I'm tired, so this will probably be short. Josh's party was great, as always. Tacos were fantastic, though I only had one. Tonight, I went sledding and cappuccino-ing with my ladies, and it was great. :) I love happy highschool moments, you can never have enough. I think that's all I really have to say. Love my besties to death <3333.

P.S. Why did Helen Keller only masturbate with one hand? .... Because she needed the other to moan, OHHHHHHHHH. God that's horrible.

Good night world, love Scorch.