Tied together with a smile, but you're coming undone.

At this point, all I can do is suck it up, pretend it doesn't hurt, and charge forward. Things will work themselves out at some point, I hope...

'Nuff said, KT.

Under this national rain cloud
I'm getting soaked to the skin
Trying to find my umbrella
But I don't know where to begin
And it's simply irrational weather
Can't even hear myself think
Constantly bailing out water
But still like I'm gonna sink
Coz I'm under the weather
Just like the world
So sorry for being so bold
When I turn out the light
You're out of sight
Although I know that I'm not alone
Feels like home
You say you feel like a natural person
You haven't got nothing to hide
So why do you feel imperfection
Cut like a sword in your side
Coz you're under the weather
Just like the world
And I need somebody to hold
When I turn out the light
You're out of sight
Although I know that I'm not alone
Feels like home
Coz I'm under the weather

So go on and tear it up.

I wish I could find some form of peace within myself here. Truth is, I've never realized how much you messed me up, and it never hit me until now. I'm sure I'll be waiting a long time to feel real again. Can't love, can't hurt.